Friday, April 8, 2011

My journey so far....

I started a weight loss group January 1st and to recap the story I was in 2nd place the whole way until the last 2 weeks I took the lead and the next person closest to me had to lose 4 pounds to beat me. We were down in Sandy and I brought my scale and planned on trying my parents 'cause my scale kept wigging out and this was our final weigh in on April 2nd. On my scale I'd be up 1 pound and then 2 minutes later I'd be down 1.5 and it just seemed very inconsistent. Well, I got on my parent's scale and I was 1 pound less on theirs than on mine, but mine seemed to be pretty stable so I was going to take that weight. Then I got on and saw the girl had beaten me by .2%  if I went on my scale and I'd beat her if I was on my parents scale by that same amount. If I averaged the 2, we'd tie. So after a long day of debating, I figured I started on my scale I had to end on it and had I posted first and not seen her weight I wouldn't have even had this debate. I would have been excited with my loss and figured she wouldn't have lost 4 pounds since rarely lost more than 2 pounds each week. Anyway, I felt like it was the right decision to just stick with my scale and it is what it is. I took second place and I still won $120 but more importantly I lost 27 pounds and that is worth it all in the end!

So I've gone back and forth and debated about whether or not to post these pictures anywhere. They are, after all, more revealing than I'm comfortable with and fairly embarrassing.  I took the pictures just for me and to hopefully keep me motivated. Funny thing is that over the last 6 years I've taken quite a few of the "befores", but never reached the "afters". Finally I feel like I'm at a point where it's worth having the afters. Still, sharing them makes me a little nervous, but when I started the biggest loser group  one of the girls had already gone through a major weight loss journey and posted her B&F pictures and that's one of the things that motivated me, so if this motivates anyone else who may feel like they aren't where they want to be, then it's worth doing it. So.... eat your eyes out. JK.

I showed a few family members and of course they were nice enough to say that they would have never guess I looked like that and no, I'm not pushing it out or sucking it in. It's just relaxed and standing there. I still have about 10 more pounds to go, but the weight loss group ended and this is where I finished with that.










9 comments:

Caroline said...

Oh my gosh Shell. I can't even tell you how proud I am of you. I'm getting teary-eyed (ridiculous I know). You have always been beautiful. But I'm so glad you feel beautiful yourself. I'm SO proud of you. You look amazing. I honestly didn't think you looked that way before your weight loss. But Shell. You look smashing! Stellar! (dare I say it) LEGIT! Keep it up Shell. You have made me want to be better. Love you!

Jill and Paul said...

MICH! I have tears in my eyes. Literally, I'm on the verge of crying. You are amazing. With how crazy it is with 5 kids I can't believe how hard you pushed yourself. You made the time to work out and the choices to eat right. I knew you could do it, but I didn't know if you would...well, now I do. and you exceeded!! I'm so proud of you! You look like you did before Pipper was born! Skinny face and all!

The Skinners said...

Wow you look amazing!!! It was cool to see all the before and after shots.... Im sure you will inspire many!

Miss Crys said...

You're inspiring me. I started back in January and haven't lost anything yet. Trying to figure it out. Guess there's still time for my before pics! HA!!! So proud of you...it's so hard after 5 kids, I feel hopeless, but you give me hope!!!

MaryBeth said...

Awesome job Michelle! You look amazing. If you ever get discouraged on your journey you can just see how far you have come. Thanks for encouraging me.

Doré said...

You look great Michelle! It's not about losing weight...it's about being fit and making healthy choices. It's a journey, but worth it in the end. Keep up the good work!

Krystal said...

OMG...you look amazing! Well done. It is so fun to see the change in the before and after pictures. You must be so proud of yourself. What a beautiful thing to do for yourself. Getting skinny just feels good. Good job!

Alicia H said...

you are AMAZING! Thanks for the motivation. I CAN DO IT!

Sarah said...

This is awesome! congrats. What an awesome goal and completion. You rock. :)